…date got canceled, this time, permanently. I don’t know what I did, but I’m of small issue to it, anymore. Wednesday night we talked, she mentioned she was excited about seeing me Saturday, then she sent me a text Friday cancelling again – no explanation, no further contact, no answering phone calls. Bitch.
and she sounds real nice every time I talk to her by phone. I have basically taken myself off of every dating site except two, and that is fine with me. I am just doing what I want now, which sounds selfish, but really isn’t, because now, I do not much care what people what people say or think of me. Growing older has its advantages! I also racked-up another trophy in May of 2018, too! The 2018 Steve Smith Memorial Trophy.
but not sure I want to do it, gmail is not dependable, AND BOTH Yahoo AND gmail are left-wing, hack sites that are “in the tank” for anyone with a “D” after their name (as well as those yo-yo’s at Facebook) …but at least Yahoo is dependable for email!
recently, including dating sites. I have quit Twitter, Black Robe Regiment, Chess.com & some others…I just don’t have patience for all these damned sites, anymore! For the dating sites I have quit (which is damn near ALL of them),…I am not sorry in the least. All these do not matter anymore to me.
…just what in Hell do I think I’m doing? I had some woman berate me the other night over some supposed thing I don’t even remember doing! Needless to say, I didn’t appreciate it! I’m to the point that I don’t give a damn who messes with me now, outside of Jesus Christ! People are just nuts…and it’s only getting worse. I’m just fed up!
Bobie let me go the very same way Joy did…she cheated on me. I’m starting to wonder again if I was made for anybody! Oh well, I’m just going to concentrate on getting my bills paid for now. I’m not even sure if I even WANT to go to my friend’s wedding in February! More later…
I AM going to pay my car repairs, credit card, computer, & coins off. I’m hoping to get this stuff cleared by mid-February. I’m putting dating on hold for a while (but I’m leaving my profiles up; whatever happens, happens), while I take care of these bills. Once I get these mail order coins paid off, I’ll just stick to buying local coins.
Back to the gym, too. I’m sick of being out of the gym.
I believe God has changed me these 2 1/2 years. I’m no longer mad or upset at God or any stupid stuff like that. That was just dumb frustration to begin with, on my part.
I’m a lot calmer now, too. I’ve noticed it, and other people have. too. It just isn’t worthy to worry about garbage like that. If people want to be jackasses, who cares?