with literally thousands & thousands of people on it, & I feel like the “bottom rung on the ladder”. Hardly anyone responds to me when I write them,…& when they do, the answer is always, “no”. My self-esteem has dropped through the bottom floor, & I don’t feel like I’m “good enough” for anyone. I hesitate to even try to send messages to anyone, anymore, because it is so painful when no one answers…I mean, you put yourself out there & people just kick you in the butt. I feel like killing myself. Who knows?,…I might just get up the courage one day to do it!