entries & posts as they happen, I just get so busy that I have a hard time keeping them up to date!
to break it off & just go out as friends…which is fine, but I’m now wondering if I can do anything right when it comes to women…I mean, this was our fourth date, & I thought things were going well, but she kept saying she wanted to leave PC, that she didn’t like it here…I asked her, “What if it works out between us?” She said, “I just want a friend while I’m here,..you know, just somebody to do something with.” Which is fine, but I’m wondering if I’m even dating material now…or if I’m so damaged that I’m beyond repair. I’m sick of just being relagated to second or third place dating…if even that. I’m tired of even thinking about it…let alone talking about it. Humans are nuts.