I am also going to start…

reading at least a chapter from my Bible every day. I’m getting too negative & that’s the only thing I know of that can stop it,…after all, it’s not like I ENJOY being this way…in fact, I hate it! It’s cost me a few friends.


Shit, I’m just going to post my frustrations…

…in here, because people on Facebook just don’t really care, & to tell the truth, they shouldn’t. That’s the mistake I’ve been making. A lot of people use facebook as a catch-all, be-all, & that shouldn’t be what it’s used for. I mean, we all have problems…who doesn’t?Mine just happen to be in one particular area (Thank God it’s only one)…women, & I don’t handle it well at all… but I’m not going to degrade into that stuff today…I’ve a migraine & don’t feel like it. Besides, I’ve knocked out a lot of stuff in my “about me” section, hidden the actual profile better, hidden a lot of pictures, & also hidden information on it. Bottom line, I just get tired of getting hit up by these girls who just want money! I’ve been through hundreds, literally…& I’m sick of it. It starts out kind of like this:

girl: “Hello, my name is ____, & I’m from New York City (or whatever bullshit city), I work in antiquities, specifically in African Antiquities. You’re kind of cute.” (or whatever the latest “sucker line” is for the day.)  “I’m now in West Africa (B.S.), but I’ll be coming back to the states soon & would like to meet you.” (Another B.S. line.)

me: “When are you coming back?”

girl: “Soon.”

me: “Can you get here on your own?”

girl: “Yes, but I need you to help me with some stuffs with customs, it’s for my business.”

me: “I don’t do that.”

girl: “Why?” (Can you believe this shit???)

me: “Because I just don’t; it’s dangerous…” (& it just continues to degrade from there…)

The whole idea of dating…

…just sucks! I’m never good enough….all I want is just one relationship, but I’ve had to fight the tides & the moon just to get that… & I still haven’t gotten it! All these Goddamned internet dating sites are a fucking joke – all they do is just hurt & use people for pieces of meat!

I finally quit POF for good…

& forever! I am so fucking TIRED of the games & the bullshit! Nobody on there wants a serious, committed, relationship. 9 out of 10 women on there are liars, & shallow idiots! You’d have to be the Greek God Adonis to get something on there…& even then, the women would have to think twice! People wonder why I hate dating sites, especially POF, & it’s because people are soooo full of Goddamn Bullshit, that I’m amazed that anyone can date at all! As for me, I’m tired of sifting through all of it! I hope someone launches a virus on that website oneday, & it just destroys it all…if I knew how to do it, I would. Hummanity is just hopeless.