Actually, a couple of stupid things, but I’m only mentioning one here. I let a woman know that I liked her recently, & I got the infamous “I don’t want to wreck our friendship” speech…I cannot win…EVER! She & I had things in common too! Dammit, I’m sick of the frigging excuses…I wish I knew what to do, as I’m tired of getting this cop-out excuse! All I want is one person to love forever, & I’m having to go through “The Twelve Labours of Hercules” to get it….I’m tired, & people don’t care! I’m glad I’m not a damned alcoholic,…as I would have drunk myself into oblivion by now, 144 times over! Jesus H. Christ!!!