…but I do not care. She says she is going out of town this weekend…just as well, I didn’t have the money, anyway. I’m only going to let this continue for so long, though. I’m still taking my Prozac, so not even this gets to me. I’m ok.
she canceled, which is ok. I do not think I was “gas lighted” or played with. I think she had a genuine family emergency. So, no harm, no foul.
this, but Joy texted me some hours ago, she says she wants to talk. I’m not sure how to take this, but I told her I was willing to do so. We’ll meet Saturday, and see how it goes from there.
…today. It has been cloudy and mean looking all day today. This is how boring today has been…I am giving a frigging weather report! I tried joining back with Myspace a couple of days ago, but found out it has turned into nothing but a sycophantic Hollywood site for music groups and movies,…blech, I don’t need that!
On a different front, I’m still taking my Prozac on a daily basis, which is helping immensely! In fact, at this point, even if SHE, herself, wanted to get back with me,…I don’t think I would do it. At times, I do miss her, but…I know it was for the best, and that God has someone better for me out there! I am just happy as hell that I am not bitching and complaining like I used to! That, as I found out, gets you NOWHERE fast! Besides, that will not attract anybody, either! Who wants to be stuck with a damn complaining ingrate?!
..out of a certain page on Facebook that could have gotten me into trouble. I got out of it this morning…and I am not going back, either. It was going to be a waste of time, anyway…I could see that almost as soon as I got in it.
…that the local indian museum has opened back up in St. Andrews again. I am really happy about that! We need MORE museums in this town! My friend, Tom Dietrich, whom I have known for about 25 years, gave me a hand-made indian arrow (see picture above) that he, himself, made in Florida State University colors when he found out I graduated from there! I’m really proud of that! As I get some of his cards, I’m going to pass them out, to help him with his business. It’s at 1109 Beck Avenue, Panama City, Florida, 32401.
…good day today, I just hope I continue to maintain this good attitude.