Hell, I have been dinged up so much, that I am starting to think people confuse me for an old WW2 tank! I have thought people were full of shit for awhile, now. Almost every time I voice my opinion on social media, I have been told that it is MY fault, or that, I AM doing “something wrong” or some shit like that. I am becoming jaded to the point that I do not care, anymore. ALL THIS CANNOT BE MY FAULT!
but I had to cut someone off of my phone AND my Facebook! She wanted me to send her a 50 dollar Amazon card claiming that she would resell it to get money to come to me or some garbage or other….anyway, I smelled a rat…something wasn’t right…I do not know what it was, but something was not right. She also wanted me to get a different credit card (Chase Manhattan card). Uh, no….I do not have the word “fool” written on my face.
I really didn’t want to write OR talk about dating today, but I’m about a month & a half out from “getting back into the game”, & I’m feeling pretty good about it! I’ve got what I’m thinking is a positive profile (I TOTALLY re-did it like 27- times to make damn sure it was positive!), I’m going to have a friend take updated pictures of me, I’m also NOT going to “live” on my site…meaning, I’m just going to set it up nicely, leave it, let it work, & not do anything to it. I’ve got other stuff to do than “sit & watch a boiling pot”. That’s the way I did it last time & I got something, so that’s the way I’m going to do it this time, too! I’m learning. It’s taken awhile for my “Bell Curve” to go up, but I’m feeling that it finally has! I just didn’t think it would take until I was in my friggin’ 40’s to do so! Oh well…at least it has!
I know I’m NOT USING: Craigslist, OkCupid, Fusion101, DateHookUp, ChristianDate, Zoosk, Match, or anything on Singlesnet.
On June 20th, 2015, I had a kind, cute, funny, caring, woman ask me out on a date,…& I said yes. I’m glad I did. God knows, I’ve made massive misjudgments of people in the past, but I don’t think I have here. We’ve been out on 5 or 6 dates already. I maintain that I did not find this girl…God did. Plus, He gave me patience by forcing me to give up looking (which I had, except for two websites,…& I did basically nothing on those sites except for post a positive profile & then, leave it alone). Like I said before, I take NO credit for this,…none at all! God let her… find me! I hope I never doubt God again (I know I will; I’m human, but I hope this lessens my doubts, at least)! Each time I go out with this girl, I find it easier and easier to talk with her, to kid around with her, and to just be myself with her. It’s remarkable, to say the least!
Also remarkable, is that I’m not losing my head over this. Yes, I’m in love,… but no, I’m not blind; I’m still using my God-Given common sense,…THAT, in itself, IS a miracle! We’re sort of still in the “getting to know you” stage, but things are going good.
She gets my humor…she’s also a smart-ass; like me, which is great, she’s smart (book and common sense), she has a heart like you wouldn’t believe, she’s local, and she ACTUALLY LIKES math (we can’t all be perfect!). She has told me that the best thing she likes about me is my heart (which tore me up, because I was pretty damn close to not having a heart!). All in all, it’s going pretty good now.