I’m telling you…

this damn corona-virus is kicking hell out of people (and I’m not talking of sick people, either). I’m terrified for my parents. Publicly, I’m “all in” for beating it. Privately, I have my doubts about beating this stuff, because I’m wondering if this isn’t one of the diseases & pandemics talked about in the Book of Revelation. Christianly, I know I’ll be ok, because of knowing of whom I have faith in. Politically, I couldn’t care less. Economically, disastrous, & the world should hold China personally responsible. I’m concerned, but not terrified, for myself. People talk about getting “back to normal”, but what if this IS the “new normal” permanently? I have so many questions. It’s of no use to go into them now, but suffice it to say, that while I’m wondering, I’m not panicked,…at least, not right now.

Trusting God has pretty much failed me so far in my search for a mate…

I have a friend that is also single, & he keeps telling me to trust God for a mate…My question is, “Why? He’s done NOTHING so far.” God has pretty much been a “no-show” in the “help department” since I first started trying to date (my teenage years). In fact, He’s been a “Non-Entity” in it! It’s not that I don’t believe in God; I do, but I just don’t think He cares about this issue. If He did, I would’ve been married for 20 years by now. So, I’m not buying “the God thing”. Sorry, Charlie,…I’m just not. Not that the “Internet Dating thing” has worked so well, either; it hasn’t, but at least I’ve gotten some dates off of it (even though most have been duds), I’m at a loss as to what to do, to tell the truth. I’m genuinely afraid that I going to be alone all my life! Either way,…it’s not good. Some of the sites I’ve been on have been Match.com, OkCupid.com, Christiandate.com, Fusion101.com, & the all-time bust, Plentyoffish.com – now, THERE’s a misnomer, if EVER there was one (more like Plentyoffoulups.com)! People are just shits!

I joined Match.com recently…

And no one wants me on there, either! I got told by one girl that I was too short to date! I mean, my God… People are just mean! I’m probably never going to get married at this rate. No one cares. I’ve just basically lost hope. I’m tired of talking to people, I’m tired of being ignored, I’m tired of writing profiles that don’t work, I’m tired of putting pictures online, I tired of writing about myself, & I’m tired of trying to be nice when all I get is treated like shit!