I’m single and don’t care anymore!

I’ve spent over half my life looking for “The One”, and it has been a wasted effort. Instead of having fun and not worrying on it, as most people do, I’ve made my self emotionally sick with the idea of finding “That Certain Someone” to “Complete My Life” – which IS complete “Hogwash”!  I’ve been obsessed with it! I don’t know where people got this absurd notion that they need someone to complete their lives! It’s complete garbage! I’ve been lied to, cheated on, swindled, ripped off, scammed, insulted, patronized to, and tricked. I even had a friend of mine robbed on one occasion by the girl I was dating! I’m tired. My longest relationship was roughly a year and a half, and she never knew how to handle money! I’ve had enough of it! I’m not saying this to get attention: I’m saying this  because it’s all true. I’ve tried professional matchmakers, dating sites, bars, nightclubs, churches, singles groups, social media and all other types of garbage; all to no avail. It’s nuts! So, I quit.

Americans did not used to believe in the concept of “The One”. “The One” is this mystical concept of, “There’s only one person in this world for me and I’ll do whatever it takes to find her, climb the highest mountain, swim the widest river, jump the biggest whatever, and so on, and so on”….typical romantic, macho, B.S. Well, it don’t work that way, folks. Typically, it’s the female that picks the male – NOT this female shit-stained saga of “Someday, My Prince Will Come”, …instead, it’s more like, “Someday, A Prince Will Come, and if I don’t like his ass, I’ll find someway to dump him.”

I’m not bitter, I’m not mad, Hell… at this point, I’m not even sad, I’m more…shall we say, not surprised?


I think I’ve finally figured out why I can’t date….

& it has NOTHING to do with God! Listen to the words of 2nd Timothy 3: 1-5:

1 But mark this: There will be terrible times in the last days. 2 People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, 3 without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— 5 having a form of godliness but denying its power.

It’s amazing to me that it took me this long to understand that! I may expand on this later.

Something interesting happened…

last night & then, this morning.  Last night, a friend & I went to The Brass Tap (a beer bar), & met another friend there.  A woman sat down at the other end of the bar, on the other side of one of my friends, & he starts talking to her.  Meanwhile, I’m sitting there talking & drinking with my other friend, oblivious to whatever he was saying to this woman, & all of a sudden, she spots me, forgets about him, & gloms on to me like I’m the last drink of water on earth!  I’m guessing that he either bored her to death, or she was just desperate to get away from him.  Just damn strange that she glommed on to me!  I got her number, but don’t think I’ll use it, because she lives in Tally.


Then, this morning, some wannabe Al Queda redneck idiot drives his truck into the damn front door of the Bay County Government Center, & then sets the damn truck on fire, turning himself into a “crispy critter” in the process!  I can’t wait to see what my next two days turn out to be like.


Went to a place called …

The Brass Tap last night with one of my closest friends.  Good place, 300 different beers, going to be a nice place to watch a football game.  Food is decent, not great, except for their Quinoa salad!  Good stuff!  We’re going next Wednesday, too!  Hell, I need this…we talk, & joke, & all that, but we’re always straight with each other.  He knows the stuff I’m going through…normal stuff (not anything unusual), guy stuff.  I hate to say it, but Hoffbrau is getting dull.  Their food isn’t as good as it once was.

WHAT in the…

WORLD is the matter with people on Facebook!?!  I’m NOT talking about my friends on there…I’m talking about these IDIOTS who try & date on there (including me – yes, I’m an idiot, but I’m about to correct that)! I’ve run into at least 15 ladies who, “so called” wanted to date & ALL they ended up doing is asking me for money for stupid “i-tunes cards” …whatever they are…NO! I AM NOT A PERSONAL HOME SHOPPING NETWORK, GO AWAY!!!  Is Facebook having a “flash sale” on mental retardation!?!  lol!  I laugh, but this is a serious issue!  How stupid do people think I am?  No wonder this Country is in “Dire Straights”!  If this is what the future holds, I might as well crawl into a bottle of whiskey & die there!  Jesus Christ!!!  My God in Heaven!!!