Well, it’s Monday….

& it’s already been an adventurous week!  Damn near got arrested this morning, because of a misunderstanding.  Two weeks ago, I got gas for my car at my local gas station…I put my credit card in the gas pump, thought it took the payment, & drove off.  This morning, I went to the same gas station to get gas, the pump would not take my card, & the manager saw me & motioned for me to come into the store.  I did & he told me he would take my card & hold it, while I got gas, I thought it was strange, but I said, “ok” & went back out to pump the gas.  He came out behind me & started writing down my tag number!  I asked him why he was doing this, & he told me that I stole $20.00 in gas from him last time – I was shocked!  I quickly told him that it was an accident (which it was)!  He saw that I was visibly shaken,  & told me to come in after I got my gas & we would work it out.  So, I got my gas & came in.  He suggested that I use the ATM, & I told him I didn’t know my PIN number, …He said, “ok, how about you buy a $20.00 lottery ticket from me, & I (the manager) keep the ticket?”  I agreed.  I hope this man wins a million, & I don’t want any of it.  Honest mistake.  Then, I got to work, & found out a coworker got engaged!  JEEZ!

I’m going to stop…

dating on Facebook…THAT’S WHAT’S DRIVING ME INSANE… ALL THESE DAMNED, FAKE, STUPID, PROFILES!!!  People asking me for shit piles of money, so that they can “come see me”, O-M-G!!!  How damn stupid do these idiots think I am???  Does my picture REALLY make me look THAT damned Gullible???  JESUS on a popsicle stick!!!  Surprised I’m still sane…but barely!!!  Pray?  Yeah, right.

Why I don’t believe in the power of prayer…

First of all, before I get into this, let me say I DO believe in God & His son, Jesus Christ.  I just don’t believe in the power of prayer… let me explain: God does what He wants, when He wants, & if your plans don’t coincide with His, well then, …too bad for you.  Example: I have been praying for YEARS for a wife, only to get bupkus, nada, nil, nothing, ZERO!  But, you ask, “What about the Biblical story of Isaac & Rebekah?  Didn’t God join them?”  Answer: Yes, He did…but if you read the Genealogy of Jesus Christ, BOTH Isaac & Rebekah FIT into the list…in other words, their union was NECESSARY in order to get to Christ!  Again, you ask, “What of Ruth & Boaz?”, & again, I say, they were ALSO in the Genealogy of Jesus Christ, THEREFORE, they HAD to be together, to get to Christ!  In other words, ALL 4 OF THESE PEOPLE WERE PART OF GOD’S PLAN FOR THE GENEALOGY OF CHRIST.  Whereas, I don’t fit anywhere into the plan, my wishes to be married are not important at all.  I’m not griping; I’m stating a fact.  Besides, now, I’m too old to have kids.  Therefore, because I don’t fit into the plan, MY happiness is NOT important.  I’ve often heard it said that “God is no respecter of persons”, well, I take that to mean, that if it doesn’t fit into God’s plan…you’re not going to get it!  Therefore, I can pray to God all day & night for a thousand years for a wife, & it wouldn’t make a damn!  Sound fair?  Well, at the risk of sounding like a “whiny, piss-ant, liberal”, NO!!!  Does God care? ….I think NOT.