I think someone needs a little lesson in History & Natural Law…. My mom had a liberal friend come down from Virginia & stay with us for a while. Now, my mom is NOT a liberal…never has been & never will be. This liberal friend of hers INSISTED on talking about gun rights inside MY home, while he was here….he made the BIG damn mistake of saying that he didn’t “see the need to have a semi-automatic gun for civilian use”… I launched into him like a hawk on a rat…I informed him that when Ronald Reagan was shot, Reagan did not try to ban guns…to which he said, “that was an isolated incident, the assassin didn’t try to kill 20 kids inside a school”, I fucking EXPLODED on him! I told him, “DEAD IS DEAD, WHETHER IT’S 20 PEOPLE, OR 1 PERSON!” My mom launched into me for launching into him! I couldn’t believe it! My mom & I talked on it later. She told me I was “wrong” for launching on him. I said, “Not in my own damned house!” I said, “Look, there is such a thing as “Personal Sovereignty”…in other words, if you go into a bear’s den to try & pet him on the head, he’s going to tear your arm off!” She asked, “What are you talking about?” I said, “I’m talking about “Natural Law & Personal Sovereignty”, every living thing on this planet has it, from plants, to animals, to humans…now, somebody comes into MY territory (my house) & spouts off liberal B.S. in MY space, they WILL get their proverbial heads handed to them, NO exceptions!” I then told her, “Even if one of MY friends came into MY space with that liberal crap, it wouldn’t matter, I’d hand him his head, too, & I’d expect you to back me up!” She said, “Well, you won’t have many friends if you do that”, I said, “Better to be a dead lion, than a live sheep…this is EXACTLY why this Country is in deep trouble – people compromise their beliefs in order to “Maintain Peace”…to THIS, I say, not NO, but HELL NO!” I am a DIE-HARD Constitutionalist & respecter of The Founding Fathers…even to my own detriment!… In fact, the ONLY writings I value more HIGHLY than The Declaration of Independence, The Constitution, & The Bill of Rights, is The Bible,…because The Bible is where all 3 of these terrific writings came from & are based on!
….had a slight arguement last night. He has been trying to set me up with a girl who works at a local pawn shop. I asked him last night, if I asked her out, would she be receptive to it? He responded by saying, “You have no confidence with women”, to which I responded, “You’re right, I have NO confidence with women…zip, zero, zilch, nada…and I wonder why, could it be because EVERY TIME I ask a woman out, I get no for an answer?” He said, “Everybody gets rejected now & then.” I said, “Yes, every now & then,… BUT NOT EVERY TIME.” He seems to figure that I blew it with her already, I’m thinking.
on OkCupid.com …I just basically told her that I didn’t feel she wanted to meet, like she said she did. I’m not into having to ask questions 2 & 3 times before I get an answer, which was what I was having to do. That’s rude. So I just quit talking to her. My dad is trying to set me up with one who works at the local pawn shop…that may not work either… shit, I’m doomed.
…there IS no one out there for me! Every woman I know IS mentally unstable to say the least…
& God has never helped me on this…never has, never will. I’ve basically given up on Him doing a damn thing for me on this…some people are worthy, some aren’t…survival of the fittest…& apparently, I’m not fit to EVER have a wife.
tied for the most useless Goddamn Motherfucking day of the year! I fucking HATE valentine’s day!
with nobody in sight! JESUS…this is monotonous! v-day is like april 15th WITHOUT the screwing!
..with women & their bullshit, that it isn’t worth it anymore! I just had one “play” one of my best friends & it hurt him SEVERELY! She dated him for 4 or 5 months & then DUMPED him the day after Christmas 2012,… for NO good reason! As for me, I’m so Goddamn bitter & mad at females, that I may NEVER get over it…I already DON’T trust them any longer! I have a few dating sites, but NO hits…people say you must have self-confidence, but hell …who the fuck knows OR cares, anymore…I know I don’t. In fact, I don’t care so much that I got into a little scuffle with my preacher over it…..he even said I was bitter, & then offered me the platitude of “I’ll pray for you”, NO thanks! A lot of good that’s done me…this ISN’T a God-thing…it’s a human thing. People need to grow-up!